Posted in Decisions, Faith, Focus, Life, Me

Yesterday& Looking Forward

Yesterday was one of my harder days.  I am not going to say I was overreacting despite the fact Sis 2 said “It’s just a car and not your health.”  She was My car and the only car I had.  I remember how proud I was when I got her and tried my damndest to hold on.  Anyway, she’s gone to Carvana to be a “Blessing” to someone else.

I still want to cry, a bit. I don’t really feel strong yet, but, I am working on it. After all, it’s done and the decision can’t be changed.

Time to focus on moving forward and life getting better. 

Some people don’t understand, but, some of us weren’t raised on busses or public transportation.  I think I have been on a bus maybe twice in my life and it’s a bit scary to me.

I pray this is the financial decision I needed to get me on track. I also pray God gives me peace in moving forward.

Thanks for reading and understanding. It really means a lot.

*Reminder- If you are a business I am not interested in, don’t have a normal type profile picture, or someone along those lines I have not communicated with before; I Will Delete Your Following! Again and Again until you stay away.

Posted in Food, Holidays, Life, Me

Freak Wind

I was going to walk to the mailbox today, but, my head said No. I live at the back of the park from the mailboxes, so it is a bit of a distance…Anyway, we had a severe windstorm with sprinkling and I probably would have gotten caught in it.

During this, there was a knock on the door and some people from a local church were passing out Food Boxes. They didn’t care what church we went to, and even asked if we needed prayer. They were from Assemblies-Of-God and the box contained Butter,Sour Cream,Milk,Potatoes,Onions,Carrots,Cheese,Chicken Meatballs and Chicken Legs. While I may not believe the same as them; this is seriously how God wants you to behave and help your community.

Nothing to say about Valentine’s Day. It hasn’t meant much in the last 4-5 years. When your alone, it’s not the same and my memory this year will be my car going away. They are picking her up tomorrow afternoon.

Have a good day, if that’s what you celebrate.

Posted in Decisions, Faith, Life, Me, Thoughts

Decisions Made & Gods Timing

I talked to Carvana today who 3- wayed my finance company and will be picking up the car on Sunday. Despite the fact, it is the best decision; I have to admit the tears started and it will be hard to watch them drive her away.

This decision made me think a lot about where I am in life and how I got here. I have been lost and making a lot of bad decisions since my Divorce. Then, I was happy during my 2nd marriage, but his drug habit took precedence. I could go back over. and over on “If I hadnt..If I had never…If I had only..” ..which I thought about, this morning…but that helps nothing. The past is over and I need to keep moving forward.

The car is material. I still have my cats, food, health, and a roof over my head. This is a step in the right direction. I will get over this hurdle and things will get better.

This experience is also very humbling in that I didn’t want to date someone without a car. Now, look where I am?

But dating is the last thing on my mind. God’s got this and everything works in his time.

Posted in Animals,, Life, Me, News

Mental Tiredness & Sacrifice

Mental stress and tiredness can wipe you out, physically. I watched J’s car get driven away and the movers load her stuff and take that away, too. I snuck a Goodbye card in her purse. I will miss her. She accepted me into her family, immediately and she has come through in time of need. She is at C’s tonight and her plane takes off tomorrow at ten.

I have also filled out the form for Carvana and my finance company is faxing them the Payoff Balance. This should take place, soon. Sometimes in life, you need to Sacrifice to get a head. J. had to Sacrifice her beautiful cats because her son-in-law is allergic.

I have no other option of getting a head. I can get another cheap car in the future, but this will help me save for a down payment to move away from here. It will be difficult for a bit, but I believe it will be a blessing in the long run. Although, it will be definitely sad to see my Blessing Beetle go.

In other news, Zorro will be meeting with an interested family soon. They don’t think he will be around much more then another year due to his medical issues.

Posted in Animals,, Focus, Life, Me

Reorganizing

J. gave me her Washer and Dryer and surprisingly, they will fit! The only issue is what to do with this

A while back when I really wanted to move, I started packing. Although, plans have changed a bit and I may not move for a while, I am not going to unpack..just in case. So, I will need to find some room for those boxes in here

As you can see, that might be a bit difficult.

The box with the bear will go back in the middle room with the washer/dryer. The bear is Susys’ Love Bear and I can’t stand watching her hump it in my bedroom/kitchen area. I told you she wasn’t as innocent as she looks.

Posted in Faith, Free Speech, Me, Politics,, Thoughts

Migraines, Politics & Free Speech

As a Migraine sufferer, I trigger easily. So, I should know better then to look deeply into political news.

I am a Conservative and I am a Trump supporter. I watched a video showing or claiming to show proof that our election was rigged and hacked into by other countries.

* Now, this is Not going to become a Debate nor will I accept demeaning comments or name calling for my beliefs. This is my blog and my beliefs.

That being said, a lot of people debunk this video because of the person who created it. However, he interviewed people in positions of authority who had good points.

Here’s the thing: whether the video in question is right or wrong, why is it getting taken down from most every site it is aired on? Twitter, Facebook, etc.. If this video does not have factual evidence, as stated, why not let people watch it? I do believe the government has something to hide. I am going to remain firm in my faith and pray for our future.

That being said; I am also being careful. I love having a blog here and don’t want to lose it. This is why I am providing No specific information regarding what I am talking about. If you Follow politics, you’ll know.

Be Blessed, Stay Informed and Be Careful

Posted in Creativity, Humor, Writing

Old Rhymes

Let’s talk about some of the terrible nursery rhymes most of us learned as children that nobody would teach children today. By the way, I use the term, “children” as “Kids” are baby goats and they don’t care.

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water.
Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after.

When Jack fell, Jill should have walked or called for help.  Who found them, and did Jack wind up with brain damage?

Peter Peter Pumpkin Eater had a wife and couldn’t keep her.
He put her in a pumpkin shell and there he kept her very well

So many questions?  Why couldn’t he keep her?  Why not get a Divorce?  Keeping her in a pumpkin shell is keeping her hostage.  I don’t care if she was kept well

Lastly,

Rock a by baby on the treetop
When the wind blows the cradle will drop.
When the bough breaks the cradle will fall and down will come baby cradle and all.

Well, isn’t this a soothing little ditty to sing your child to sleep.  A cradle is up in a tree.  Don’t ask why.  A wind blows and makes the cradle drop then the bough breaks and the cradle and the baby falls down. 

The baby might break it’s crown but nobody will come tumbling after, and hopefully the baby’s mother doesn’t get held hostage in a pumpkin shell for putting the baby in the tree, in the first place.

Posted in Focus, Las Vegas, Life, Me, Mobile Home Park

Prompt ‘Neighbors’

A blogging friend at ConfusingMiddle here on WordPress has given the prompt of Neighbors, this week. If you haven’t checked out their blog yet, I highly recommend it.

Anyway, Moving Forward:

Years ago, they sang a song on Sesame Street or Mr. Rogers Neighborhood titled; “Who Are The People In Your Neighborhood.” The song was a bit off, though, because it focused on the Postman, the Policeman, and the Milkman. It made no reference to the Drug Addict, The Hoarder, or the Crazy Cat Lady…Not just me.

I think your Neighbors are the ones who live near you. In my case, in the mobile home park, I live in. If you live in an apartment complex, it’s those residents. The ones in the immediate vicinity of where you live.

I have talked a bit about my Neighbors, as some have become friends; like J. who is moving. Speaking of which, it is now Official, and she will be out and probably gone, next week.

Be sure and tell me if you sang the song I mentioned, and if you have it stuck in your head now

You’re Welcome!