Posted in Faith, Focus, Health, Me, Politics,, Thoughts

Moodyness

Is that a word? It is now.

It’s still the 1st as I write this to post, tomorrow. In a weird mood today and its not necessarily a good one.

No Stimulus Check yet so no money to refill my AntiDepression Med. Although, will probably take one of the last two, now. The blinds literally broke from the wall over the sink and the Superglue was old so didn’t work. Hung up old kitchen towels, in the meantime, but of course..won’t block out all the light. Not happy going down Memory Lane and seriously feel like crying for no real reason. Yeah, Depression does this! Plus, am tired and headachy, but don’t want to go to sleep, to early.

So, that’s my start to a New Year. I won’t really get into my political views except to say, depressed over that, too. President Trump reminds me so much of my own father. Truthfully, I think it’s terrible the way he has been treated, especially in the last year. And to be honest, I don’t trust Biden with anything!! You don’t have to agree with me. I don’t care. I just need to get these feelings out.

Yes, I know God has it under control and I need to simply trust him. But, I also deserve a day to feel my negative, depressing thoughts, and that’s today.

Hopefully, I will feel better when I hit Post for this, tomorrow.

Gonna take my AntiDepression Med now.

*My meds kicked in last night so the mental madnesz stopped. Major Migraine now, though so going back down with Imatrex.

Moral: Take Your Meds As Directed!